Getting out of my nerves

Almost 2months without a maid. I'm damn tired, annoyed and frustrated. When u realised there's no helping hand to assist you, I guess the level of frustration will automatically increased. I'm a human afterall, a WOMAN, who are more emotional as compared to MAN.

All I can pray is that the new maid will be a good one and who's able to minimsie my burden. Most importantly, to look after Zer when I'm not around. That's the priority.

But I can say, I'm able to handle better than 2months ago. I'm really emtionally and physically stress out then but now I'm able to cope well but still ........